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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Its so hazy it looks like its raining.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Everyone is studying.

And it feels really weird, because I'm still here online and not really stressed when I ought to be.

Bleagh.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Fact of life #1: Fries are anti depressants!

Fact of life #2: I dint get to eat any today

Fact of life #3: Fries make you fat.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
One day a little pig went to the market to buy some bacon (own family). Then, the shopkeeper saw the pig and decided, I should trick this pig into becoming bacon too! So he told the pig that bacon will be given to him for free if he stepped into the shop and signed a document to support anti abuse for pigs. The dear confused disoriented silly guillable pig went into the dark deserted shop and waited for the shopkeeper to bring out the document and suddenly .... slash! The shopkeeper swung his knife and the pig was history. But after 2 hours, the shopkeeper found himself surrounded by all the pigs in the country. (Apparently they travel fast! AIR PORK) The poor shopkeeper tried pathetically to deny his murder of the little pig, (which happened to be the new prince who wanted to buy bacon to try and resurrect the dead) and failed terribly. The pigs descended on him and swung their knives and suddenly .... slash! The shopkeeper was history. Then came the war between pigs and men. Guess who won?

I watched John Tucker must die with Jueling the other day. Chick flick! Go watch it to fill up your laughter closet. I was kind of surprised guys went and watched it with their guy friends. I suppose they wanted to look at the hot girls.

And my class went to East Coast yesterday to roller blade. It was quite fun. :)
Saturday, September 23, 2006
IF one day all your friends left you, would it be because you were disliked or because you were old and they have all passed away.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
I was walking home from the park today when I slipped and fell and rolled down the grassy slope short cut that I always take. When I got up, I saw this small kid standing in front of me. He didn't look very normal and looked sort of pixie like, with sharp pointy ears and nice eyes. He beckoned me to follow him and so I did. We walked along in silence until we reached this big tree. The little boy proceeded to climb the branches and I followed him. We went up higher and higher and higher until we reached the very top. The view was wonderful and both of us could see things that we never saw before on the ground. Just as we were enjoying an aeroplane flying past, the security guard shouted and startled us. The little boy got a big shock and slipped. Thankfully, I managed to grab his shirt and pulled him back up onto the branch. Its a good thing he was so light. We had no choice but to climb down, since the guard was hollering at us non stop. When we finally got to the bottom, we dashed off to prevent the guard from catching us.

Well, I hope I'll meet him again. AND

Thank you very much for listening to me talk a whole load of nonsense.

THANKS!!!
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Weisiong, Zoel, Peishan and I walked from Macritchie - Bukit Timah yesterday(21st July). It was SUPER

tiring, for me, at least. BECAUSE I am not fit.

Going to go again. SOON. Maybe to walk from Bukit Timah - Macritchie this time. Or maybe just to explore Bukit Timah.

AND to go Sungei Buloh to try the 7km route.
Thursday, July 20, 2006
A man died and walked with God and looked back at the tracks of his life. He saw two sets of footprints and asked God, " what's that?"

God replied, " that was when I walked beside you in your life."

The man then pointed to the part where there was only one set of prints. "Why weren't you walking beside me then?"

" That was when I carried you."
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Walk Within You

If I be the first of us to die
Let grief not blacken long your sky
Be bold yet modest in your grieving
There is a change but not a leaving
For just as death is part of life
The dead live on forever in the living
And all the gathered riches of our journey
The moments shared, the mysteries explored
The steady layering of intimacy stored
The things that make us laugh, or weep, or sing,
The joy of sunlit snow or the first unfurling of spring
The wordless language of look and touch
The knowing
Each giving and taking
These are not flowers that fade
Nor trees that fall and crumble
Nor are they stone
For even stone cannot the wind and rain withstand
And mighty mountain peaks in time reduce to sand
What we were, we are
What we had, we have
A cojoined past imperishably present
So when you walk the woods where once we walked together
And scan in vain the dappled bank beside you for my shadow
Or pause where we always did upon the hill to gaze across the land
And spotting something, reach by habit for my hand
And finding none, feel sorrow start to steal upon you
Be still,
Close your eyes
Breathe
Listen for the footfall in your heart
I am not gone, but merely walk within you

Saturday, July 01, 2006
SPAIN PWNS!!

Why did they have to lose to France?
Wednesday, June 07, 2006

A cute mudskipper. I took a lot more pictures of mudskippers actually.

At the tower hide.

We had wanted to walk route 3 [7km] however, it was raining on and off and there were too many mosquitoes! Try again after prelims or smth. And while near the prawn farm, we saw otters!!! I didn't manage to get pictures though, they were too far away (and of course, Weisiong's not so good camera didn't help either)

Fish head!! Looks real doesn't it?

Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Shouldn't American/Singapore Idol be broadcast over the radio? Since basically what matters is their voices and not how they look like?
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
I cannot change the world but I can change myself, so that I wont be like the world: unethical.

I cannot understand why would someone want to sink so low just to get what he wants. Even if it means doing things against his moral values. Ok, maybe not his moral values, but MY moral values. I know I dont have many moral values, but hey, at least I know what is right and what is wrong. Zt says its out of desperation. But at the end of the day, even if you succeed, there wont be any pleasure in the victory at all, because there wont be anyone to share it with you.

I dont see the point in doing such stuff just to ensure sucess. Of course succeeding is important, who does not want to succeed and get a good job which pays loads and finally being able to buy a big house. But to me, if you succeed by thinking of only your ass, I think you have failed.

I DONT KNOW. Just remind me NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER to do such an unethical thing. N E V E R!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
TAG!

Rules:
1.PINK the following words that are true about you,
2. GREEN! the things you wish were true,
3.add one thing true about you,
4.and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.(it's heaven on earth!)
I've been in a threesome.
I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast/unclear.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have alot of friends. [Define alot]
I am currently single!
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. [When I have the money. hee]
Enjoy window-shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergy to anything. [I wish I were allergic to prawns..]
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. [ Only if he's a shuai ge]
I have made a move a friend's significant past or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
i love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I am happy at this moment [Are you mad!! When there is physics test tml]
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who i am now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge. [ I've jumped off a boat too!! With smelly]
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. [I hope I am..]
I worked at MacDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages. [ I LOVE sausages]
I love kisses.
I fall for the wrong people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers more than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal i've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. [ I talk to myself in exams!]
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. [ I like many people of the same sex]
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
i have riden an elephant.
I love chocolates and crowns!
I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons
I can't ride a bicycle.
i have/have tried to cut myself.
i think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night.
i feel crazy.
i love tomatoes!!
i like peanut butter on bananas.
Been told "you're on fire!".
I'm a netballer.
I believe in Serendipity.
I think the word 'RASPBERRY' is sexaaay!
GIRLFRIENDS ARE LOVE!!
I like to sleep in a neatly made bed.

... I'm going to study for physics now so that I can get A!![I wish]

I'm tagging Jueling, Eleanor, SarahNg, Evon, (Shufen, mlln and Avril already tagged by chou)

Howl is very handsome
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Its CCA Bazaar today. So the CCAless people get to go home early. People like Shufen and me!

So we were sitting at the busstop eating our mashed potato and japanese corn soup and we missed 3 buses because of that. So the fourth bus, 133 came along and we boarded it.

"Good afternoon ladies" the bus driver greeted us. We were rather amused and it was a pleasant surprise to be greeted by the bus driver. We thought that was all that he would do. But it was not to be.

" Relax relax, take your time, dont stand at the entrance or exit, wait for the bus to stop" the bus driver was telling the whole bus. So dear Shufen and I were sitting towards the front of the bus and we could hear what he was saying. So interesting la! The people at the back probabl could not hear what he was talking about, so a few of them were like "siao". But, whatever he was saying was logical and he is definitely not mad.

Throughout the whole journey, he was like doing live commentary about Singaporeans. "People always stand at the exit when the bus is moving and start dancing, break dance, pole dance..." was just the many things he said. Then to our utter amazement, he started speaking hokkien to this aunty who was about to get off the bus, asking her whether his bus journey was comfortable or something. And it turns out he can speak english, hokkien, malay and tamil!! (he is indian)

AND! Halfway through the journey, at a red light, he stood up and demonstrated how passengers dance at the pole while waiting for the bus to stop. My god!

Such a nice driver! Dozen times better than the china man i met, who quarrelled with me over 30 cents. This driver told the whole bus that he pays for his customers who happen to have empty ezlink cards and no coins!!!

Shufen was rather apprehensive about getting off the bus, incase he scolds us for "dancing at the pole" too. HAHAH!! but when we got off, he was like, "good bye ladies, study hard". And the best thing is that when he drove past, he actually horned and waved!!!!

This must be like a message from god! Telling me that there will be more to life...
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
I thought there was supposed to be much much more to life than just studying and doing work? But there isnt!! I dont mind doing all these work, but I dont see the point, except of course, to enter the university and get into the course you want so that you can land into a great job and earn big money so that you can buy a big house yada yada yada.

So, nice people will probably tell me to go do some community service so that I will find meaning in life. Fair enough. However I dont really see the point either, except that it would make people happy? But aint I doing that everyday! So am I doing community service then?

I was just talking to Ah-vril about this, and we share EXACTLY the same sentiments. If it were to be your last day alive, what would you do? Something you like of course! [definately NOT studying] But what is it that you really like now? I dont know. She doesnt know. Do you know? Doubt so.
Thursday, February 23, 2006
A Psychological Tip

Whenever youre called on to make up your mind,
and youre hampered by not having any,
the best way to solve the dilemma,
youll find,is simply by spinning a penny.

No - not so that chance shall decide the affair
while youre passively standing there moping;
but the moment the penny is up in the air,
you suddenly know what youre hoping

Piet Hein
Monday, February 06, 2006
I had a busy weekend! Chingay Chingay Surf n Sweat.

Friday and Saturday were both occupied by Chingay. I arrived at Ngee Ann City at 4pm on Friday with Winnie. We met Sylvia, Hema, Evon and Szehong. We waited really long for the briefing to start. BUT, let me just digress a little.

CAN YOU GUESS WHO THE HELL WE MET!!! Ridhuan ok! My god! What luck. I saw him and I freaked out. Winnie freaked out too. I think Zonghua (who was behind us) must have thought we were mad or something. Poor us.

Ok, so we had our dinner sitting in the middle of Ngee Ann City. It was quite disgusting. Then we were being split into our respective sectors. AT FIRST, we were in sector 1!! COOL RIGHT! Its happening there! But not for long, we were being swapped to sector 3B. The last and most unhappening sector! Winnie and I were SO angry! Sylvia and Hema remained in sector 1.

So we were quite sad while walking to Meridian Shopping Centre (that is how far we were! The parade ended there!) Our job scope consisted of ushering the participants on to their buses, ensuring their safety and preventing pedestrians from jaywalking. The best part was, we were as far from the parade as possible and CANT watch it AT ALL! Cool!

So while the floats were not here yet, we basically had nothing to do at all. Oh yes, the adult volunteers did not have dinner, so Winnie and I went back to Ngee Ann to get food for them. We walked on the road. I felt like a VIP! The street rockers were waving to me. (Those from NY of course)

Basically, I was feeling horrible. Can you imagine, going to Chingay and ending up in the most boring sector. And the news about the Chai Chee trophy did not help. Argh!

When the floats came in, that was when our work started. Winnie and I went to the front. It was not really busy at first, because the performers had to take time to come in. We stopped people from jaywalking. Quite a number of them did not want to listen to us! There was this bus uncle standing nearby, he was laughing at us! But I admit, it was quite funny. Winnie asked the bus driver not to jaywalk!! Apparently, she did not realise that he is the bus driver... Another guy standing there for I dont know what was also laughing at us. Maybe we looked dumb, trying to accomplish the impossible.

I got scolded by this ang moh.
" I'm sorry, please use the pedestrian crossing"
"RUBBISH!! I live here! " and he held out his hand to his asian girlfriend, "Lets go!"
Hah!! Oh well, that was quite funny too.

It was not all that hard getting the performers on to their buses, except that they tended to stray onto the second lane, where it was not blocked off, so there were cars zooming around.

I saw this interesting bus. When the door opens, the front of the bus will lower itself to allow passengers to get on easily!! Cool right!

When it was over, we had feeder buses sending us back. Winnie and I took the bus to North (AMK and Yishun) The driver took us on a ride! He went ALL the way to woodlands before coming back to yishun then AMK. I took one hour to reach home!

On Saturday, I met Winnie to have lunch at Ramen 10. The strawberry soda was very nice. We reached Ngee Ann city SupeR early! All of us slacking around on the steps. Then it started to drizzle when we were about to have dinner. We moved into the shelter and looked like illegal immigrants eating dinner. Dinner was smelly! Very disgusting.

Soon, we were due to be at our sector. Today, we were smarter. We went forward to watch the pre performances. There was this street rocker (a girl) super funny! She was trying to be really high and really sexy and really groovy and really whatever! Try harder. <-- Thats my advice to her! All five of us were laughing at her. Can you imagine what the audience would think!

The duty was very much like the day before. Same exhaust fumes, same jaywalkers. Winnie was snubbed by this father.
"Please use the pedestrian crossing."
"COME ON!!!!"
Haha! Funny.

After the parade was over, we had to go to the street party. Many of us formed a human chain surrounding the party. There were this 2 smokers behind us, and Szehong went and asked the police woman to chase them away. She was hemming and hawing and in the end they walked away on their own.

I took the feeder bus again, thank god it didnt take us on a ride anymore. I reached home even later than the previous day, 1am.




Surf n Sweat on Sunday. Not much really, surfing was quite cool. Drink salt water time. We saw Kimjoo, Darren and Sam. Sam came in 3rd for Men's open! Kimjoo's sister came in 3rd in Women's open.
Monday, January 30, 2006
Its the Lunar New Year!! And I'm awake. I bet you cant guess why!!



Doing integration.

Its torturing me this integration. I cant get to the root of the problem! What integrationn by substitution, integration by parts, integration involving trigo! @^$%*@%$@^ And most of the time when I actually can do the question, its luck. You must be wondering where I get all the luck to finish my homework. Its the new year babes, NEW YEAR. Luck is flying all over the place for you to grab and make it last the rest of the year.

Arghh!! I sounded like a nerd, talking about maths!!!

What to do, its A level year, its either I become a mugger or i become a mugger. Not much of a choice. SHUFEN also has become a mugger, the smelly Shufen.

I have a dream! That 2006 will quickly end..
Monday, January 09, 2006
9th January 2006. Super suay day.

I forgot to bring my wallet to school today! Its a good thing and a bad thing. The good thing is that i wont spend so much money. The bad thing, I will tell you as I go along.

On my way home, I met this SUPER unreasonable *****. Ok, since I dint bring my wallet, it also meant that I dint bring my ezlink card and my money and my park key to go home! So i borrowed $1.20 from Jiaying to take my 2 buses home. Ok. So i boarded 135 with $0.60 with no problem at all. THEN!! I went on SBS bus number 166, plate number SBS 9143M. I put in my sixty cents and wait for the ticket to come out. To my surprise or horro or whatever you want to call it, the DAMN bus driver had to make a big fuss!!!!

" You must show me your ezlink card"
Like Whiskey Tango Hotel!! The reason I am paying in cash is precisely because I DINT bring my ezlink card!!! Like HELLO!!!!! And the thing is that, I came from school and I was WEARING SCHOOL UNIFORM!!!! Any IDIOT could see that I AM a student! He kept insisting that I pay 90 cents and kept asking me to read the damn sign. Come on!! Its only 30 miserable cents!!! It can only get you into the toilet 3 miserable times!!! And because I dint bring my wallet and I dint have any money on me AT ALL!!! I have NEVER seen anyone SO rigid and inflexible in my WHOLE LIFE!!! Super unlucky of me to meet with such an idiot of a bus driver. Jueling was much luckier, she met one who let her board the bus with 20 cents.

And it was raining.
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